It's not true that we can smoothly do whatever work we want to do. Perhaps it is because we never helped others in our previous lives, or we have more karma in the past by doing more destructive work than helping others. Therefore, now even when we, as spiritual practitioners, try to help others to compensate for our past mistakes, the negative forces still obstruct us. It's our maya from within, not from without -- such is karma. Karma is the accumulation of our past habits, recorded in our subconscious mind. Even when we are reborn into a new body, the impressions still remain with us and become the fixed karma in this life. The circumstances encountered in this life are the results of the merits or mistakes of our previous lives.
If we do not practice spiritually, even if we want to help the nation or the world, we still can not do it. Sometimes, I ask you to do work not because I want something, but to give you the opportunity for spiritual practice, to earn merits, and to help others in order to create the affinity to help, and in turn, be of greater help in the future.
We work and contribute only because there is a need at that moment. When there is a need for us to do, we do it. After we have done it, that's all. There are no other purposes to it. Of course, we should help those who need help. When others need help, we just help. Helping is like not helping at all. In the Diamond Sutra it is written: Give without giving is the true giving. When we help others, it is like eating food or washing our hands. We don't feel especially proud for washing our hands. That state of mind is just like that. Whatever we do, we do it as if for ourselves. It is very natural. If we don't practice spiritually, no matter how much goodwill we have, we still can not do it well.
I told you to practice the Quan Yin Method, not to ask you to leave your job or to leave the world, but to ask you to do an even better job and serve others better. There is a Chinese saying, "Discipline oneself, take care of the family, govern the nation, and then pacify the world. He has no problem governing nations no matter how much money you pay him or how many things you give him he will still serve others because he needs nothing! A person like that can truly govern the nation. If he still wants to govern, it is not good. When he has no desire to govern, then he can govern well. He does it naturally. If he is called upon to govern, he can govern. He does what he can do. He does when there is a need. He doesn't mind what kind of work. Whatever he does is to serve others. Whenever there is a need, he does it, whether it's sweeping the floor, mixing cement, laying bricks, or being a king. If one can achieve this level of doing for the sake of other's needs, not because of any personal intentions, then he can govern any number of nations, no problem. If one hasn't reached that level, he can not even govern himself, not to mention letting him govern a nation or pacify the world. Many people are eager to govern a nation or to pacify the world without first examining their inner attributes and abilities; such people can mess up this world.
Goodwill is truly useless. Without moral character, whatever amount of goodwill is just empty talk, jokes and lies -- totally useless. Everyone can go out there and shout, "I want to govern a nation. I want to help the poor. I want to change this, I want to change that. But without changing themselves, without becoming empty, and without being selfless, whatever they do just becomes messier and worse. Understand?